It's 3am.  I laid down to go to sleep half an hour ago.  And was suddenly and inexplicably wracked by horrible coughing.  That deep-in-your-chest-my-back-hurts coughing.  I stop coughing, and I wheeze with every breath.  Justin says if I do that all night, he'll shoot himself.  So I'm out here in the dining room, making myself a cup of tea and listening to myself make weird bronchial noises.  
No, I don't have asthma, I haven't gotten into any more dust or stuff than I typically have, I don't think... I mean, I laid down with C earlier to put him back to sleep, and I didn't start a coughing fest then.  
In going through boxes o'crap to make "to sell" and "to keep" piles (all y'all doubters out there - my "to sell" pile is actually quite large, so bite me, the pack-rat tendencies do not always win out!) I came across a box of school stuff - 1996-97ish era college work.  
It's interesting how depression fucks with your memory.  I have notebooks full of notes for classes I don't remember taking.  And if there were any doubt that I am bipolar, some of the stuff found in there would remove it.  Bad depression poetry.  Bad!  And manic papers written for some crappy writing class.
I discovered that I graduated with my AA from TCC with a 3.48 cumulative gpa.  That explains the "honors" sticker on my diploma that I always wondered about.  
Okay, going to go read the news, which I've not seen (nor heard much of) today.   Anybody wanna take any bets that I read something new and disgusting about the current political administration and/or gas prices?
mostly pointless meanderings
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
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